I completely forgot I had this blog. I will probably erase everything I wrote before and start again since I feel like a chapter of my life is ending and one of the most exciting ones is finally starting!

Goodbye

It is so hard to let you go. Keeping you in this world would be selfish since your body is giving up. You were the first cat I ever had by myself. You were supposed to teach me how to be responsible but instead I would spoil you and give you food while I was eating. I am sorry I am not there to say goodbye and pet you like I used to do in the middle of the night while we would fall asleep. We shared 12 years together and you were the best cat I could ever ask for; even on those nights when you meow on my face all night and not let me sleep because you wanted to be pet constantly. I am so glad you got to enjoy the blue house and I got to see how happy you were. I am grateful to my sister who gladly adopted you when I left. I am sorry for leaving you Pulgui. I love you and I will never forget you.

I love you with all of my heart and I hope you fall asleep in peace. Goodbye Pulga.

Love,

Your Mom.

Sombrita

Today was a weird day.

First of all Brazil lost to Holland. WTF? I was speechless when my dad told me! I felt so bad. I have a couple of friends from Brazil and I can't even imagine how pissed they are.

I also slept almost the entire day. I woke up at one point, ate an ice cream and went our running. Afterward me and my dad where super hungry (I just had breakfast and that ice cream) so we went and bought burger king. We then watched Shutter Island, only to be interrupted my stepmom when she called my dad and my dad breaking a glass in the carpet. All of this lead to my dad telling me to leave him alone and just watch the movie (in a really mean way) because I was trying to clean up. I ended up leaving, calling my mom on skype and crying my eyes out. I miss her. I wish that she could be with me every day, I miss her like I never thought I could. I miss her smell, her laugh, her sense of humor, her cooking, the noise her jewelry makes when she moves, the way she dances in the supermarket, EVERYTHING. I really never thought I was going to get this much closer to my mom while leaving on the other side of the world.

I love you and miss you everyday I am away from you mom. Thanks for making me the person I am today.